castle

Well I don't know what I'm looking for

But I know that I just wanna look some more

And I won't be satisfied

'Till there's nothing left that I haven't tried

For some people it's an easy choice

But for me there's a devil and an angel's voice

Well I don't know what I am looking for

But I know that I just wanna look some more

Well I don't know what I'm living for

But I know that I just wanna live some more

And you hear it from strangers

And you hear it from friends

That love never dies, love never ends

Now I don't wanna argue, no I don't wanna fight

'Cause you're always wrong and I'm always right

Well I don't know what I am living for

But I know that I just wanna live some more

I used to be involved, and I felt like a king

Now I've lost it all and I don't feel a thing

I may never grow old, I may never give in

And I'll blame this world that I live in

I visit hell on a daily basis

I see the sadness in all your faces

I've got friends who have married

And their lives seem complete

Here I am still stumbling down a darkened street

And I act like a child and I'm insecure

And I'm filled with doubt and I'm immature

Sometimes it creeps up on me and before I know it

I'm lost at sea

But no matter how far I row

I always find my way back home

But I don't know what I've been waiting for

But I know that I don't wanna wait anymore

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What I'm looking for...

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“太冷静，太压抑”？

或许这就是我吧，冷静和压抑，但是我自己不觉得，因为这是别人的评价。

 高中的时候曾经特别喜欢解剖自己－－－的人格，后来听了朋友的忠告－－－那不是一件好事，既伤神又伤身－－戒掉了，之后甚少再想自己是个什么样的人之类的问题。但是总觉得自己不如周围的人一样活的洒脱，即使他们是活的比较辛苦的，我还是会觉得自己更辛苦一点，因为似乎从来都有一种无形的东西在拘谨自己，即使在酒醉的时候也能感受到，因此从未酩酊大醉过；即使在一个人的时候也会压抑自己。

为什么呢？或许更加人性一些，生活会是另一种样子？是任性。

或许会更加讨人喜欢，更加勇敢，更加开心？

意思只是我想十分讨人喜欢、无所畏惧、笑口常开

当然这是不可能的。

－－－－－－－－－ 莫名其妙分割线  什么时候学会用分割线了？－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－ 

听失眠的人说话，您可真有耐心哦，因为我都不知道自己说了些啥

困了，再去忽忽一下。收获就是

1.改了名字 imu，而且还弄了个logo

2. P了张挺有意思的图。

谢谢捧场！ （完全不知道在说些什么）